When the lights all went out we watched ourselves on the screen. they said we wouldnt feel a thing. but we laughed so hard, we realised it would sting. we’ve never learned a goddamn thing. i’m spending my high school career watching my heroes sell cars on the tv. and we’ve never learned a goddamn thing. if you think that is wrong, this has never meant a damn thing to you. find another way to make me pay.
I was so proud of myself. I thought I had become stronger. But over this past week I’ve proved myself wrong. I’ve spent the past four days crying myself to sleep and the past two days crying at school. So really turns out I’m nowhere near as strong as I thought I was. All I am now is pathetic. Pathetic an weak. I thought that maybe, just maybe I could make it out on my own, but I can’t. I can’t make it without you and all the things you’re taking with you. I miss you. I need you.
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Story of a girl; Nine Days
this song is still stuck in my head…
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I love this song…
I’ve got those lovesick blues
‘Cause I sold my soul to the devil
She was well dressed and she knew what to
I’m painted crimson and blue
She was a ruthless artist
I traded my skin for cheap sex and tattoos.
